I'm happy to report that the new job is going much better. I have settled in more and I feel much more comfortable and confident. I even went to happy hour last night, so I think I am making what I hope to be the beginnings of some good friendships. It is amazing how much more at peace I feel! Being the new kid on the block again put me way out of my element. I forgot how scary change and uncertainty really are. I don't see how I could have possibly forgotten since November through March was pretty much change after change after stupid freakin' CHANGE! Sigh. At any rate, things have, I hope, finally settled down.
Settled. Down?
Inhale. Hold. Exhale. Ahhhhhhhhhh.
What a roller-coaster it has been. I think I will have to adjust to settled because I have become so accustomed to change and chaos, which is why I forgot how scary and unnerving change can be! But it has all been worth it and I wouldn't change a moment of it because I'm so happy now. The last two and half years have been really, really hard. But to finally be settled down feels so good. I miss home everyday, but my home is with Richard, wherever that may be. So it is really, really nice to be home.
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